If you asked the version of me a decade ago if I would ever desire to have long hair again, I would have responded no. I had such a solid identity for short hair as my trademark look.
This year, I have been leaning towards softer ways of holding my sacred feminine essence at 44, more than I have previously. Celebrating everything about her in new depths, inner intimacy for outer expression. I am relished in honoring my spirit, path & my unfolding into new ways of expression, success & creative collaboration in the world.
So much so it made me contemplate how much my hair had been short since my son was weeks old. He is nearly 20 now; even typing that feels somewhat like a time trip.
My point is that we may have once had a complex positioning on our identity, yet we always have room for fluid flow & new states of allowance in expression. From the heart to the soul & everything else in between.
I personally knew this all too well myself before my first near-death experience in 2012. It took me another two subsequent near-death experiences & a terminal diagnosis to shift into gear in all ways of living, breathing, communicating & owning who I was before being anything to the world around me.
It was radical, but the way to soothe fear & put fear in its rightful place is to take action. No matter how spiritually evolved you become, fear still tries to pop on in to keep you in an uncomfortable exchange of inner chaos, to minimize your strengths, inner soul's wisdom & courage by telling you it's unsafe to change.
This inner critic-fueled communication keeps you from what you desire, deserve & divinely are meant to reclaim in every aspect of your being. You see, humans, regardless of where they are, tend to avoid things that bring up uncomfortable emotions on their spiritual journey because the body will signal the discomfort as unsafe - even when it's not the case.
So, those creative projects you have been avoiding but wanting to do, that new business idea you are called to create but dont, is not because you are incapable of doing them. Not at all; it's because you will have to step out of the path of familiarity, predictability, & control. This is when the inner critic can become very LOUD by telling you untruths like you are not ready, smart enough, developed enough, or experienced enough.
So you continue to avoid, or stop, start the very thing/things that you are called into action with. Remembering these callings are driven by your soul's wisdom, your future self aligning you to what you are truly meant for - Joy, Connection & Creative Expression through the embodiment of love. All the while, the more you avoid or stop/start action, the more you reinforce the beliefs that it's scary to change & that what you desire will cost too much - not in material sense but in internal growth for external upshift.
When you take small actionable steps, you begin to rewire, recalibrate & harmonize your multidimensionality (emotionally, mentally, physically, spiritually, energetically) so that you can be uncomfortable (feeling stretched) & safe in the body simultaneously through creating sustainable change.
You dont need to be disillusioned into thinking you cannot have what you want. Be yourself behind closed doors & in the public domain; expressing your most authentic self is your birthright. You see, playing it safe is playing it small, which means you are not walking for the highest purpose of what you are fated here for.
One of the very first energetics I learned in embodied self-mastery early in my inner & outer healing path was the divine synergies needed to have energetic alignment, not just in conscious communication but through the rewiring of the complete energetics throughout my multidimensionality & body facia.
In other words, I didn't have a role model to speak to the multidimensionality I sought in Invictus's complete healing - so I chose to become that individual.
Since then, I have been able to move through my multidimensional ascension, guiding over half a million individuals to date. Through action, I learned how to reset, realign & communicate in ways with not just the seen but also the unseen with all that is. The terminal diagnosis reversed, to now entirely no longer ill at all.
Since then, I have built a global brand, cultivated an entire physical product range, traveled immensely globally, & facilitated hundreds & thousands of individuals while relocating across the world in my early 40s only 3 years ago to expand my soul path even deeper. Everything is possible when we can access the tools, wisdom & steps to move forward courageously, knowing that we can always choose differently.
I have been on this path for the last 20 years; our ability to self-heal, self-soothe, & uplevel in all areas of life by softening into new ways of self-expression through inner self-leadership changes our lives is far more powerful than we have ever been led to believe.
So, I encourage you to take one small step toward doing the one thing right now that sings to you in creating small changes for lasting self-love.
For what it's worth, let's learn to celebrate no makeup selfies. Authenticity always speaks volumes!
I may not personally know you, but I know you have it in you to live those dreams you keep ruminating over.
Eternally,