I often find my inner voice dancing between self-preservation & desire to share that will add value, not stoke ego mine included. Yesterday was NO different as I was deep in nature.
As someone who has taught globally for over the last decade-plus years to now over half a million beings from less developed countries third world countries to vastly economically wealthy I still find myself asking myself who should have access to this message & myself.
We all have egos even the Most Holy of Holy humans have danced in light & shade with their egos. When someone say's they don't have one' its just the spiritual ego wanting to be bigger than others (its like a double standard). To have an ego is to be human, ahh a topic for another day!
One of the things I've learned & sat in mastery with is that not everyone has earned access to my personal life, nor do I have a desire to share it. As a public figure, sure I love to share, teach, educate & inspire.... but also I am deeply private.
Some things in life are completely sacred, held within the chambers of one's heart & are simply placed not up for community discussion, interpretation or opinion because they are sacred in a way that only I want to savor them with those whom I love intimately.
Let's be clear intimately is not Sexual, but rather those with whom I have built close & deeply trusting bonds.
I mean by no means loosely, I am open to having a love for humanity with creatures large & small, the lands, oceans, streams & all that comes between. An affinity to keep my heart open to the infinite love that is me & thus surrounds me. However, we live in an age where oversharing is such a THING.
Relatability is sacred, but also is self-preservation.
Not everything you or what is consciously moving through you or wanting to stir the pot by casting out a net to see WHO bites is needed to be shared. Some things in life are meant to be for you & only you get to decide if others have earned access to you in all of life's hues.
Self-regulation is asking yourself is what I am sharing for the benefit of others or my ego. When you are clear on this, then it's never about an attachment to a like, love, laugh or transaction occurring. It's about honoring your own voice in what you are CHOOSING to share without attachment of validation, acceptance, or acknowledgment.
When you validate, accept & acknowledge your own voice, power, energy & capacity to live life on your loving terms the desire to constantly share your personal life via social media dissipates because you are busy living it, not simply projecting "THE TIME OF YOUR LIFE" when in fact you are still sitting on the sidelines hope for life to happen for you.
Our lives are what we make them, we are free to choose however we see fit, but if you ever find yourself in the space between feeling you need to "create content" to entertain or keep people up to date with how you are living your "best" life then when will you change the narrative to cease filling a need that was never yours to do in the first instance?
Entertain yourself, when you are in deep loving awareness to knowing who you are to yourself you will become more deeply aware WHO VIBRATIONALLY has access to you & for what purpose.
Remember you are sacred & your life is not up for community digestion, discussion, or dissection.