Every time you abscond, flee or deny yourself on any level of conscious awareness you - you are not yet honoring the temple in which the path of discovery has always been to remind you of the magnitude of the wisdom which you carry from soul to human anatomy.
Fractions occur which have occurred throughout religious institutions for thousands of years & spirituality is no different. The desire for validation or notoriety, domination & shaming others for not believing the same is old as consciousness itself.
Shaming or condemning others for not being pure - is a reflection of the need to look at your own inner relationship to purity.
Purity is not about being right - purity is feeding inner love to all the shadow aspects in which you keep asking the world to tell you who you are - verses you discovering through your own exploration who it is you are by way of whom you are without your wounding, sufferance, pain, discord & fear with new found loving acceptance.
Here is the thing, spiritual nepotism occurs, in religious institutions as much as spiritual communities. Placing the "title or fancy wordsmith language to disguise it doesn't mean the energy behind it vaporizes".
I call it the cool kids club, if you meet certain criteria then you are "deemed worthy" Barf....it reaks in unethical behavior & complete lack of boundaries... I personally every single time would rather stand in solidarity & honor myself than try to conform to anything that I am not.
I am a firm believer in staying in your own lane, meaning when you are too focused on what others are or aren't doing - you are ABSCONDING yourself & your own ability to hear clearly, feel clear, & connect with healing, elevating & walking your own hearts beat clearly by understanding clearly your own intuition in whatever level of development that is.
So let's break down what this looks like -
If you do not clear your energy beyond showers, & salt baths of the channeled wisdom of others - or the intuitive consciousness they project you absorb & hold that energy within your own temple / electromagnetic field of light.
If you do not adequately clear your energy across your multidimensionality it can & does distort your own beliefs, lens & actions taken because you are trying to make others' lens on the world your own. It will make you feel unstable & can make you disregulated because you are giving too much emphasis to others' views on life than the wisdom & intuition you are.
Projecting your view as the only view possible or your guidance is the "RIGHT" guidance & others is wrong also is about you not willing to recognize within yourself the shame you may even carry in your blind spots about who you are- but are hiding from the world for varying causes, rationalities or self-validation principles. It's easier to project shame on another for what lack you think they are in integrity than address your own inner shame & integrity.
Judgment will always call upon you when you are too busy judging others. These are powerful tower moments in which your foundation is not aligned & you are out of alignment across multiple areas of your life. The universe will call you to action.
ALOT, I say this as my own personal professional first-hand experience that many new age spiritual teachers are out here teaching but also do not know how to appropriately hold sacred containers, clear energy & ensure participants have the tools within their own emotional tool kit to process what is being facilitated to them. In the last two years personally, I have been really taken aback by how many leaders & spiritual teachers were in this space out here like it's the wild west. All it highlights to me professionally is gaps in how individuals "love the idea" to teach but are not always willing to do the needed work to understand how to hold others' vastness in this space) This is NOT limited to new-age mediumship, this plays out in all modalities. This has been my first-hand observation & as a result, even decided to NOT collaborate with others due to not being willing to carry other teachers' energy that does not know how to root themselves in group facilitation let alone personally daily.
I have lost count over the years of individuals that have personally come to work with me professionally that have attended various exchanges & new age modalities facilitated by others but have NOT known what to do with themselves through integration, nor know enough about what they are enmeshing themselves into that they have activations but do NOT know how to bring this knowledge into a tangible reality that benefits their daily life.
Any facilitator, teacher, mentor, or guide of any teaching has due diligence in taking self-accountability in what they are facilitating from inception, creation, incubation, to completion.
Spiritual ego exits as much as good old regular ego, as far as consciousness & sharing/ educating & paying forward of consciousness has occurred on Earth - humans want to be in control of how others connect to said information.
Calling yourself an Elohim, Angel, Lyran, Magdalene, Goddess, Rose temple priestess or Melchizedek doesn't mean you are clean & clear in your channel. It must be a daily walk of self-accountability if you are to truly hold the body of work your soul is here to honor by being a guardian for others to reclaim their own soul self/god self wisdom. This means cleaning your own inner house as much as the energetics you feel guided to work with. Having the name attached to your name doesn't make your work more inflated than the next. The question you should be asking yourself is why you feel the need to attach it.
Those destined to work with you will align with you regardless of what you call yourself.
This looks like cease scolding, shaming, or judging others for crossing your boundaries, deal with your anger, insecurities & imbalances of where your attention rests as each time your haul someone over the coals for showing up NOT as you expect them to is because you have not communicated clearly & consciously where your energy ends & theirs begins. Shaming others for not having boundaries or crossing your own is actually not in sacred service. What is - is the space for full self-accountability in owning where you think you are & where you actually need to refine the gaps in your self-healing mastery.
Forgiveness is an energy that is very much overlooked, people are going to miss understand you. That doesn't mean you have to own their discord as your discord.
People will hold onto a version of you they think they know, but don't know the complexity of who you are NOW - let them be in that space. It's not your job to convince someone you've changed - living your life as you are eternally NOW speaks volumes. Those that matter will never mind, those that have unfounded opinions don't MATTER.
PERIOD.
People will project their unresolved wounding about value, purity, knowledge & capabilities because they are deflecting from what they are being guided to correct within themselves.
You could charge nothing for what you do & still, someone will complain - let them.
You could charge a bucket load for what you do & people will complain, let them.
Humans like to conform to know what they are sensing, feeling, knowing, seeing, or connecting with is true & correct. As if the populous is experiencing the same then it must be true. The fact of the matter is that you are going to intuitively KNOW MANY things in your life that you won't have an immediate reflection of validation, but that does not mean what you are feeling is WRONG.
I often find in private mentorship to share with clients the importance of allowing yourself to DIGEST what you are moving through before making it up for public interpretation as it will throw you off time & time again.
This notion of having to choose a side in the community regardless of the outcome only polarizes what society has done since the dawn of time & held wars of domination & control over it. Personally, I have lots of people I am connected with that I don't agree fully with what they believe, BUT I DO FULLY BELIEVE I get to choose to love them anyway in whatever capacity they are in my life for however long that is. I believe we can agree to disagree & still co-exist.
Only you can decide if someone's intentions match the pitch in vibration to have access to you. Not everyone will learn to be deeply comfortable with that. Not everyone is meant to have access to you.
Not everyone loves the way you love, learn to deeply appreciate that. Not everyone will learn & change at the rate or pace you personally do - learn to value & honor that.
Not everyone has your intuitive awareness as they have their own, learn to celebrate your magnificence rather than absconding from it. Learn to honor others where they are at.
Logically you might not even realize how much emphasis you place on others' opinions in accepting you.
If you don't value who you are despite what community you belong to or are seeking out - how can you align with one that does?? #food to digest.
A lot of nonsense & noise rises in the conscious community periodically over time.
The greatest gift you can ever continuously keep gifting yourself is to keep coming back home to yourself. You don't need to make public announcements you don't agree with someone else. You don't need to tell the world your work is only of purity & all others are not.
Integrity is actually owning your shit fully & holding yourself to account in all aspects of your life. No matter how revered or spiritual, or religious you think you are.
Life is not about perfection, it's learning, growing, sharing & finding joy within the same moments of each breath. Not all encounters you experience in life the LESSON is for you, sometimes your mirror is so BRIGHT that it highlights to others where they need to go inwards to rediscover their own reflection of humility.
The collective path ahead calls forth for individuals to stand in unity, all the while if you keep regurgitating separation & segregation with nepotism the path to joy will always feel like an uphill battle.
The purity of divine love is the purity of the love you have with yourself so you can be that love outwardly despite opposition.
Do you, we DONT need more sheep. We need individuals who are proud of their individuality -yet CELEBRATE BEING IN UNITY.
Lovingly,